slient night.

Was all the way home yesterday,no hanging late outside as i promised love to stay at home. lucky i've got sissy & jessica with me yesterday. was really laughing my ass out, the topic what we talk about was hilarious, partly was R-arated & abit of kinkyness. ^^ not to mentioned. After some black & white mess up make up i decided to stop. was feeling so restless, told sissy to remove those ugly colours on her face. &&& we order mac for some munch, some puffs & i perform my gongfu skills to them. =x sissy did my background music. damn stupid (: but you see, girls night out is always fun. && they are so being love by me, my only two previous girls. shall blog more tonight!

shisha with loves.

okay people, im like so lazy to blog again. like blogging everyday isn't my hobby. neither is a must to me. uhhh, ramdom post is much better for my liking.,like im too lazy . ^^ these few days was out with love & rahmahdiah. out of the blue, that ass wanna shisha, so we company her down to haji lane. yes damn cheap like 13 bucks for some puff. we had tha fav grape, not that bad, but rather boring. like only 3 of us what more can we do. hence after shisha we cab back home, was uber tired , love need to wake up the next day for work.. erm pretty much now im spechless. bye!

Love &co.

Pardon for my late entries, heh was out with love & friends, went to alot places as sissy wanted to go to mountfaber for a stroll. Hansheng & gf came along with us. &&&&&& thomas the "ermherm" came over to fetch sissy all the way from toa payoh, not long after his bookout. Not all people are so nice. hehe ^^. had yummy fav dinner with my love. &&& head to see cute kiki after her grooming. vvvv uber cute, while waiting for thomas arrived, then we head over to sissy place for a puff then off to mountfaber,kentridge park,99 bend &&& geylang for some digusting
''dim sum''. their pathectic menu is aready a turn off , i told hansheng their creative D.I.Y menu, but yet he commented , " budget''. heh! should have ...eat something nicer.After supper on the way leaving, love spotted something umglam. not to be mention ^^. is enough for you alone to laugh (benjamin). after supper we had back to our home sweet home. xoxo

Photoshoot- drop dead beat.

Well was really tired today, woke up like 8.30 and left home at 10, head to bugis to get my stage makeup cosmetic for my models.was really uber tired i swear. Thanks god elaine & co's helped me much in those shoots.&&&&& great thanks to Jimmy the photographer of the day!. was actually quite stuck up today as changes was made without further noticed, was so confused but lucky everything went smoothly.The girls are like so nervous, but i guess some did a good job.was like drop dead beat when i reached home. F* maid didnt cook, &&& so macdonald delivery to fill my whole day hunger. Nothing much about today actually, maybe heading out to chill with ziyang and co's. Maybe, like .. im so tired, uhhh. grumble. sissy is next to me singing. so irritating.okay reader's i wanna have a GOOOOOOD rest. xoxo, Btw to view more pictures of the model which i compliment that is good -> check her out http://www.joanne-sickening-shit.blogspot.com/

why are you haunting me like a never ending story. go away.

Tired

So tired, tommorrow having shoots with jimmy & my models.&&& last min notice, sandy couldn't make it. was rather disturb, but no choice, lucky i still have lynn, ziying, & zi hui i suppose.3 hours of shoots and 6 different make over. how am i suppose to handle it.Hopefully everything will be fine. Think im falling sick anytime from now, sneeze like tons of time which i can't remember.Btw was watching the show the thai horror movie''coming soon'' yesterday online, was rather stupid , & bloody no storyline.-.- waste of time,hah. Went to plaza to have dinner late evening, had kfc with bennnnziyang. omg so full. But like around 10 plus im hungry again, he went to buy me my fav gong bao ji ding for my supper, & tibits for me to munch, and caah came over to meet us.Had craps and stuffs and they left. Now im alone could'nt get to sleep because of www.sfogszero.com

& yes how to sleep with all those horror images in my mind. fuckit, shouldn't have see them all. alright, now im so afraid. whatever im tired, good night!

The model hairstyle above so alike with my sissy Pompomlin.=x

The raining bullets

Good morning, im not awake, because im not yet asleep.omg, im so drench & tired.Went home after meeting bbf,then waited for mum to be back for my dinner. Had take-away pepper-lunch.so disgusting please.why people like pepper lunch so much... like around 11 plus meet sis & thomas to chill nearby my place and benji came along. With words that irritate people i manage to ask benji along. We head to mountfaber, as sis wanna go there. && head to henderson wave and relax. omg , like lightning and rain is the only thing we forcus. yes hella as we got off from henderson, heaven's shed company us along our way back to railway mall. yesss, im craving from prata,so too bad. wet wet all the way. i swear the rain is killing, like a touch of bullets hitting you. sis got headace so we went off, hope your fine. Get well soon please! xoxo &&& samoht is a nice guy dont let him slip away.Love is around, but true love only people around you can tell. &&& sooo think before you decide ((: . Alright im real tired, goodnight! &&& im meeting bbf for movie after his work. geee, && thanks Benji you're always nice^^.

My last & only.

yes people im back blogging, and yes im so lazy till now i have a collection of mixed feelings that i wanna put into words. Firstly, never in my life i had been so confused & afraid.Never did i ever spare a thought for people whom really care about me. Now i think is time when i know karma is back. For people whom cares for me,i take them for granted.For people whom ignored & and treat me on and off. I took them like precious. I know, im such a bitch.Never did i realised,im like a total fool, when it comes to true,it always hurt so badly.My first post, was the guy whom i love the most.My first back blogging was so much more about him.my greatest mistake is to get you back in my life. I took every words u said so sercious, but it was a lie.For you i almost lost a guy whom love me so much, for him, im his everything, like this world, he can gave up everything but not me.But for you, u took me like a fool.by the way after what had happen inbetween, i know i made the wrong choice to assume you words are true.Benji ,sissy,and my sis 's loves told me being stupid is enough. All we can is to tell you the truth, to believe to forget about him and move on with somemore whom is true to you, only you yourself can feel.I dont know why am i so stubborn.well but thanks, this time i make to a point to forget about your existence.not about thinking of being friends. you make me hate you to the core. And thanks deon tdh, you make me grow up, like im gonna leave you behind without a trace. for you, i dont mind how people look at me. but for you again, im gonna stop all this. Hope time can heal all this messy thing. But not to blamn anyone. it was all my fault. Im really so thankful that i have nice people in my life, like ziying, benjamin sister, she treat me like her own sis, nice people i meet alot, but really being true and nice to you, you will only get to see them when you are trying to live for a breath. Hansheng,another nice guy whom told me what is really happening inbetween me and benjamin.No one have ever talk sense to me, never did i also borther,but this time i have to,because i dont want to lose you. caah and sis love was there with me im so glad they stay for my sake. tao hin and co's came over after a call from benjamin. now i know how many people concern about us. Is not easy to mantain a love which is so unfaithful within, a part of me, wasn't giving my whole heartly out to another. but benjamin was trying real hard. Both of us was just so stubborn to give in. yes it was me whom started this mess. so i have to mend things back myself. And i hope after this break we will be even more happy from what we gain and lost. His now my best boy boyfriend. he know it the best. xoxo.