slipper slip him away, now is even gone.
was is fated?
why you wanna bite his slipper -.-




went to town met joanna
chill walked around
back to square, got my stuff from his mum.
I left the place real sad. i don't know why


Miserable

I had dream, a dream so true.
I woke up, a dream dash my hopes too.
How many solitary moments must i go through
here i am trying to stand strong, but this doesn't help me feel any better

be happy or sad, everyday is just another day







My room is uber clean now.

Ya, ask me chill smlj? you not happy come find me, thankyou.
laugh my ass off. Dont Kpkb, you and your useless boyfriend.



town with budd
he cut bob.
2 good hours
but nice,
soon he left,
back to square, i walk around alone
he came back after his brother chalet
met sandy, she damn funny & noisy but i like ^^
& i over spent on lings and longs.
yes, goodnight. DOWSY pink but i like.

darling joanna find me a job, ty ! xoxo
yea,stupid advertisment ask me go back interview on monday.
met sandy for a talk
town with girls awhile,feeling unwell went home.
i miss my cliques & everything

what? who says i got a boyfriend
I only want you.

finally dad brought me for doc.
face mediciation 6/months
fever
&
cough
lucky not h1n1 phew"


dad say michael jackson is death
R.I.P

as long his happy
I will be

pissed, fuck taxi uncles.
unexpected one
lethargic
they said this is life

fuck, why am I making myself so pathetic.
Now i realised. everything.

struggle,how to go for interview for benefit cosmectic?

I woke up, I lost my voice.

I ain't emo. never in my life, love could be such a pain
I let him away, I let him down.he wont be back
Now I am alone facing all differents feelings,
mentally torture, how long will this last.
he is too busy to miss me.
all i could do is to leave him alone
he dont like girls to cry, but I am sorry
i tried to stand strong, i really tried.


break me apart, this really break me down
time please heal me.
please don't leave me alone

days without you, is days without me

when i know you are gone, i realised everything is so late
I need you,i'll do what it takes, i'll bleed for the sake,
i'll wait. i miss you
i swear upon, I can give up everything.
but never you.


Thanks girls & vincent for the night.
sorry to make you people tired.
i apologise.

move on lechelle.

-

I had a dream, I woke up you are gone .
I know, this is not a dream
stay, please

better in time

I'll wait, i believe.
You need time, you are stress i understand.
I wont disturb you meanwhile, please dont let me down
I will wait.
My only benjamin

-

These words kept repeating in my mind, stop it please.

Sorry

give me time

i dont like you

what hurt the most, was being so close.
It was all my fault.

chapter 2

Puke-
what the hell am I thinking
met yuan for supper last night, my 3 in-one meal.
Good morning, i puke everything out.
Interview, at etude house
hell no I am going to work there, kawaii girls is not my style.

Tuesdays I'psa, please wish me lucks,
& to cliques, If i got my job,i'll treat what i say ^^

love me, or hate me.

Thanks again.

chapter 1

你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

why did i choose to numb myself with drinks
why does all good things come to an end.
I wont be belive in love anymore
Nothing is forever,
why did I managed to escape from the road
Maybe, I might somewhere far enough so nobody could reach me.
谢谢你曾让我难过

shed

I cried, i was awake.
Thanks jojo for the company & sending me home
Im getting emo, I am still still tispsy the pain still occurs me.
my cliques, they were there for me i guess.
My head is spining around,.
gdnight.


你的承诺

Guts and me

2 years before , I wanted to say goodbye. He hold on to me, telling me he will be back.
3 years later, Another ask me to wait, but this time, was ever the worst, Real goodbye.
I love,

what i own, I

lost to my soul.
Sorry I am not as strong as you people think
Cover me tonight

---

I miss you, do you know how much i miss you. why does all good things come to an end,
Why do i end up in tears, waiting for a reply.

Scappy . co

ScappyJ0J0
scappy BOBO
scappy COCO

tHANKS FOR THE LAUGHTER.

me you us

Roll the credits -

Remember those good old times?

Yes, to all whom i refer in those pictures above

I am not crazy, I just need you guys to hear me.

I may be one whom sprout rubbish all day long, but when i comes to being true, I am one.

Jessica, I know you will never come across to read this,but i just need you to hear me.You are one whom i treasure, your fun-loving attitude is what i always yearn to meet you. Nothing brings you down. I am happy to have someone like you in life

Chen yuan sheng, I don't know where the hell u die to, but it is okay, I Still love you *puke. You remember those days we meet up and chill under decks? You are forever a laughter that lingers everywhere, you are more than fun, little than crazy. I miss you, glad that you found your new love.But remember you still have a bunch of 7 years cliques.

Rahmahdiah, & yes finally i spell your name correctly. when it comes to you, I am out of words,maybe a word describe, like speechless? You never fail to keep me company,no matter how bad my remarks, how i vent my angers on you. I failed to keep my promise to be a nice friend, to be understanding. I apologise. Never did i realised, what I am doing is just for a hearing. Someone whom will need a focus, attention and love. You are precious

Ah Dong,makmin'er, I don't even need to mention all this but i just want my words turn into something special, like how special you are a friend to me. I vent on you like never ending, I hold on my words, not even a sorry for you. It was out of being pissed, being neglect.you gave empty promise to me, like you know , I get overwhelmed over things like this. But glad that we always end up back to square. If only you remember those days, maybe it is time to let the good times roll.

To sister whom i used to call, you said its over. what more can I Say. All the best to you and love.

you are one whom I hold upon.I apologise for all the bad, & the worst I ever gave you.

//

lethargic, Seriously I had enough of everything, almost every little single thing. Friends, where are you people when i need you the most? My laughter is not something lingers anymore. I am not happy at all. I hate this part right here, where is love? everything seems so different from the start. And again, when i need you the most, where are you? holding back my tears makes my heart ache so much. I don't know why do i shed almost every little thing I am going through, nobody really understand what I am trying to express. How am i suppose to express my feelings in words? Other than to cry,nor to laugh, I lead my day struggling for a grasp. I am breaking down, who will be there for me to hold on.I am just someone whom need care and concern.what am I? I felt so neglected once again.


If only you are reading this post, this is for you.
Girl,I never meant to attitude you from the start. I just need a company, a call that you will pick
a concern that you will give.Telling me my words is threaten,never did i meant anything. coolios, this is how strong our friendship is?

((:

Yesterday was at home whole day, le's is a good girl. ^^ & good news i passed my evaluation. now waiting for my BTT on july. Dad gonna get me a car if only i could pass my tp. God bless=]

Night was fun with caah, she came over for a night stay. we both crack lame jokes to pass our time. And we even cook prawns for supper, & brought tibits to munch. oh, i miss jerry =(

you know that cute little dog. Hope she is happy with emily and her family, no worries they treat her like precious, better than to have fleas sucking her, and almost flea fever that can cause her death. I am so sorry if I offenced anyone, but so sorry i don't give a damn. your responsible is not up to standard, from two couple dog that live from young, become one? you called this responsible? flea attacking the poor dog, you didn't borther to catch them. Hey! I am not a flea catcher, but i do my part for that poor doggy. so sorry, utterly out of words to describe you. Oh ya, going for chanel interview soon, please wish me good luck ^^