What hurt the most was being blinded up back my mistakes
I know nothing is true, but I choose to decieve myself
Now, Im left with nothing, a broken string attached to a broke heart
they dont link anymore, neither i want it be link
Never fall for a girl like me
it will be the biggest mistake
because i've never been true to myself
I hope I can run away from all this shits Im going through
In the first place, why am i save?
they should dump me somewhere far away,
dump my corpse, not me being alive lingering in the dark
I brought myself into this state, but I know I am never forgiven
I doubt, does God exist this time round
I close up,
Hope misses don't kill me
hope my liver report is a negative
& goodbye to all those whom i used to own
you people know nothing.

& i fucking hate you, dont say you care when you fucking don't