& again, met baby to town for my shopping, awww very happy to mention I brought my nudeey

lipstick from mac and my liquid foundation. VERY good, think I won't be using Stage product for time being.

& now..

I am a new mac lover.

After shopping we headed down to douby gout to get my favourite milk tea in town &

posh brownie for lynn & caah

caah was feeling down,hopefully this can cheer her up:)

decided to called cliques for plans,and they decide to have a movie in cine..

Jessica bf, lynn bf, lechelle bf.

geeee so couple please, & we had this show Final Destination

well surprisingly I didn't fall asleep as I was busy with my popcorn

rated 7/10

After movie, baby and I didn't join them for supper as we were abit it restless with plenty sleepless night, so we headed back to our area to have our supper instead.

we had GBJD.

& he bobo burn his hand

=(

Finally the weekend I look upon has arrived.

I have so many so many to mention, every little details bits to bits are so much special.

baby caught a firefly for me like i mention the previous post, I'll show you a picture of it.

Is my first time seeing a firefly, damn bloody small .. not as disgusting as i seen it on youtube.

baby also let me tried this veryyyyy duper disgusting food from camp, which he had to eat when his out in the field. This is really shit I swear.. well too bad, army serving singapore, what more do you expect..

Oh my, baby did something very sweeeet, like he make a wording with Love at the garden behind my balcony... this is so speechless

With love & kisses.

Pictures above is my niece ruixin

VERY cute right?

hopefully next time my baby will be as cute as her

but, I prefer son.. & so he can go around and fool innocent girls.

yadadada, what the fuck am I talking.

as usual, I miss my darling boy, =(.

life for me is getting verrrry original and bored

I am no longer the girl whom you can spot in clubs.

nor bq cq town or whatsoever.

very good girl right?

please I need a job that keep me occupied

Get a life, is time to grow for a better

and to all whom claim that you concern about me, please dont bother to mention anything about any of my past boyfriend. as they are horrible shit.

maybe I might also be their worst nightmare, but now.. Im the sweetest of all sweetest.

I am happy to have my boy now.

more the enough & I love him more than life.

Baby is out in the forest again, silly bobo injured your leg

well well friday I give you love and care okay?

xoxoxoxo

Raining cats & dogs
Baby was shivering
I was sleeping like a log
If only there is a hug to feel us both with warm
how great will that be
Guess what?
he caught me a tingling bobo fireflies
but is dead =(
But is the thoughts that counts
I LOVE YOU DARLING!
My sweetest army boy.
Friday please arrive =(
lechelle is only happy when weekend arrive...

Jerrrrry

Jessica & me

Everyone has a past, be it good or bad.

You still have to accept the fact.

life is meaningless without being happy

but can anyone define the word of being happy?

Now i wish upon a love that will stay strong

someone whom can make me move on..

Its been years having different people passing through my life, but i think this really sucks big time.

As they come & go, give & take..

some take me like a fool, some i treat them like a fool

silly, maybe is retribution..

I've been through the worst shit in life,

never did i realised love can bring me down.

like i swear upon this time, I am going to make it a better one..

Words may be the most sweetest thing you can ever say. But

when it comes to action, who can be the sweetest?

awwww, I have to mention this.

My girl is a strong girl, she have been through more than I .lets compare to her situation, I think what i going through is nothing..

I hope she will be happy, for who is she now.

Side by side, I had this hug that I want it to be forever.

A hand with four finger gap, for me to hold..

a smile that melts everything, a heart that couldn't been seen.

but i know his beating for me.

yelle oh vee ee

Junnnnsiong.

you're the reason for me to start anew.

Sat. caah getting her bike bike bike (:
she promise to ride me out. oh lets have some fun with no pain and tears, (girl you know what i mean?)
geeeheeee...this is so random.

I kept myself awake just to hear you breathing
from far apart of my dreaming, I wish you could be my sweet surrender.
I am sorry for the bads, the very unwanted feelings I gave you, the very insecure you, kept me thinking...
Never did i meant anything, upon everything I wont repeat what is done today.
If only love is not being describe in words, how true & sweet can that be?
promise to overcome your mind over body, I know you're tired in ways. Have a real good rest
this is all I wanted.


well, I went over to costa sands to meet sweetest, as he went over for his friend birthday chalet.
was really feeling weird at first, as time goes by.. those faces became familiar.perhaps after today I guess true love really does exist, maybe in different point of views,like regardless of how in perfect your partner is, eventually all you will see is something that is flawless within them.
didn't manage to take pictures as my phone went low batt. wtf..
oh,I can bbq very nice yummy hotdogs, gee . & my sweeeeetest bbq me 1 very flugly hotdog, but never mind his very first time.

With my new LG arena,

I just can't stop being a cam whore.

Oh my you spin my heard right round

Looking back flashing back...

bla, so random & lame.

Oh ya, went over to emily place yesterday with lynn.

we had the longest ultimate sex topic

laugh out loud -

damn kinky hor?

well well.. 2009 no virgins please, please uh girl out there don't say you're one.

I will kick your ass.

yelle oh vee ee..

I met js yesterday. as usual laugh out loud.

we got very unique communication

dont be jealous okay(:

caah woke me up damn bloody early, & I company her to town to get her stuffs.

& then, home sweet home.

stop me from spending money please =x

I need a fulltime job, Kai say I become matured already, just because i know how to think!

I am leaving supperclub, had enough of fun fun fun.

Is time to make mom happy.. I want to be a goodgirl whom wake up early & sleep at night.

xoxo.

His under the stars tonight, sleeping in a hole he dug.
with many gui gui around flooding beside him.
omgomg.
dont be scare, thou I may not be there to keep you accompany,
but you know I am just a call away from you.
I misss you,
all we can do is misses and none stop missing.

Was feeling so lethargic.

Caah came over my place last night, thou we didnt't have a room to chill

but she managed to grab some sleep unlike me.

& she damn evil, she don't want to let me sleep, & starts talking some rubbish to irritates me.

she said she like to see the way I am pissed off. haha wtf? she got abit minor down syndrome.

& so we went over to cck to get my stuffs & had our dinner.

chill around till we got the urged to find kittens again, we train to bukitgombak...

but end up we didn't find any because.. I am so tired to even move.

headed home sweeet home after that!(:

I slept at 10.30 last night woke up at 7.00am

very unlike my lifestyle, but maybe soon or later I need to be use to it .

my sweeeetest boy will be out for his army for days, awww

takegoodcare, i'll miss you.

xoxo

Alot of things going through my mind.
I know I have a past which is so horrible and unforgiven
but what is done cannot be undone.
I told myself not to let myself have a chance to be regret again,
and never cry over spilled milk,
thou words they sound so cheap, but I'll prove them wrong.
Don't ask me am I rushing, I may seems to be,but i follow my feelings
I guess I'll never be wrong this time.
Days are short, but the night is long.
All we had was moments of you & me
please stay like these forever
I can never change the fact
I have accept the reality
so be it.
& now you're mine to keep.
inside my beating ♥

My sweetest living thing on earth is down sick :(

Oh my god.

I met caah today for supper & cam whore, no is suppose to be my dinner i assume?

god gracious, after so many years of living in this world, i wasted 1/half hour catching.....

(kitten) with caah. what the fuck, both old enough to think. but likewise we choose to, roam around bukitbatok drain and search for cats. My god, never give up man, we even went to 7eleven t0 buy food for those bloody damn cats. waste time, waste money. I told her to follow my tactical movement, but we both end up empty handed. on the verge of giving up, i heard my name....

It was clement,phelia, & jiajun.

As usual jiajun couldn't stop his kpkbness. or maybe getting worst.

we had some chat, & back home sweeeeet home.

caah came over to my place for a night but.. bloody fuck. cousins occupied my room!

pissed

you know what I am thinking b2?

you're beating heart baby .xoxo

get well soon i miss you.

awww,army army = no life

enough of my words.

show you some pictures :)

Very random post.

Indah my best workingmate/ bartop baby!

omg. I think I am getting tired of nightlife.

oh my, so contradict can?

life become so meaningless with the same routine

but i guess, soon will be over.:)

p/s: I am missing my sweetest sweet junsiong.

Indah Lechelle wati

Adit wati Lechelle Jeshua

My supperclub loves!

Js sweetest(:

I have so many to mentions, so many mixed feeling, so many so many.

In the night we hear each other talk, the sweetest story ever told.

the running veins live within me, his a beating heart baby.

thou days are short, but it seems so long.

This is something which i always wanted,never did i predict he can be so special

don't ask me, words are easy to say, all we can is to show it love.

I dont want it to be a infactuation, maybe something that lingers, like how much you

wanted to be loved.

we had a movie,thou is stupid but we enjoyed it.

who the hell say where got ghost is nice?

serciously no storyline.

even lynn told me she fall asleep when she is watching it.

I met lynn to plaza & have dinner today like

finally she managed to pick my call somehow.

eventually i do miss her okay, still the same very cute & irritating

might be meeting her tomorrow, depend on the time i woke up.

geeee! sillygirl, have patient and wait for you boy. True love is only being

seen by the proccess and the final.(:

well, i got injured during work. Bloody mofo step my leg.

damn fucking pain, I see blood, i feel pain, iqbal clean my wound. he is so nice to

let me enjoy the procees of pain.

hopfully this mofo break her legs, yes I am evil in ways.

Supperclub anniversary hella tired, but i went off half way.
Ohyea, i meetttttt someone someone someone so unique.
He show me the love.
I don't know but i think this is not a simple crush.
How sweet your words be estimated,
when you know great mind think alike, you will know how i feel now.
laughter,love you & me.
Jsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjs ((:
are you thinking what I am thinking?
I dont know why i feel this way,
but his the first & thing on my mind
hope you won't be another heartless
7 stars tonight, kiss me sweet goodbye.


(''V')

RED HANDED,omg

Might be deleting my blog away due to some mofos reason.
well, i think.

Oh ignore my openings,
this is not a simple crush.
((:
I miss i miss miss miss miss miss you. so xxxxxxxxxxxx
Supperclub first aniversary!
see you people there!
I dont feel like working, but no choice.
oh baby, show me the love.

Fucking pissed

I woke up, having a msg on msn really melts my heart.
not only a simple msg, is from someone whom is just not a name.
I guess he must be real tired. whole night none stop talking, how?
drink plenty of water, & dont be fussy about food alright. xoxo
Why am I feeling this way?
& omg, should I go work today?
Think forsake for someone, I am quitting my job (:
yesterday,what i have been advoidedall is something can never be advoided
i guess this is fated. horhorhorhor, but i guess he even more shocking than me.
jsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjsjs

Get well soon,

xoxo.

long or short?

123456?

pierce or anot

stars or geisha

love me or hate me?

sorry caah, get well soon =x

didnt wanted to pass my virus to you.

Im getting happier each day

A 18 year old Belgian girl called Kimberley got world famous in a couple of days because of her tattoo story, that goes like this:
Kimberley went to a local tattoo artist because she wants 3 colored dots tattooed on her face. The tattoo artist convinces her to have 3 stars instead of dots. What follows is a bit unclear, but she claims she fell asleep or passed out... Anyway, when she wakes up she discovers she has 56 stars on the left side of her face!
Very strange story... Why would a tattoo artist do such thing anyway and how can you fall asleep while having a tattoo? Some people say the whole story is a hoax orchestrated by a local radio station...
Update: Kimberley confessed "off camera" that she didn't fall asleep and that she made up the whole story because she was afraid of her father's reaction. She wanted the stars tattoo and actually liked it in the beginning. She is now having the tattoo removed (laser removal), a process that will take about 2 years, but should bring her face in the original condition. She says she wants to keep the stars above her eyes...

I bet you people have seen this before, what the ff, now then i know the true.

I also want stars ley!

I slept my whole monday to tuesday.
Daotong called,& i was awake
he say i pig, nevermind everyone said the same thing
oh, was suppose to meet mum out shopping end up was too tired, think she was pissed.
didn't meet israel either, he woke up late too.
junjie send me a sms, damn funny
":-( you only know how to sleep,go out sleep,sleep,go out , and sleep again,you pig :-("
ya why? cannot is it ! lol
shut the whole world up, i rather sleep then to stay awake now
I have too many things to face, i rather run away.
oh yea, dexter one find day i will steal your dog & kill it. you wait & see
cocky!
should i work tomorrow? wtf,
okay goodnight I am going bed

Now a line standing with 5 people, they dedicate you a love song, a love poem, & normal sweetalks
what will you do?

woke up, bathe 7 stuff met caah to supperclub.
was over to look for douk (manager) end up didn't got my things settle.but nevermind I still have tuesday. Oh yea, jeshua very famous in sc already so many pictures with adit fahzih luke? blabla the voguelious group! (sorry dont know how to spell). & dearest indah brought hes bf in to sc to be one of the staff. & today was damn stupid, i swear this is the worst underage party held . & i guess first & last, as douk was real pissed with alot of things. wtf the sound system spoilt & the cost bloody millions. gg
benji winson was signed in as gueslist but soon they left. too bored for them can't blame.
i met, vincent euguene lowee,luke,& alot.
after club, not to long RAIN
but i like raining morning very romantic
& Eugene was nice to keep my company till 7
as i was waiting darling boy to finsh his work
he damn pissed, whole night fucking people
so am i actually.
oh yea remy! hahaha
& his friend wtf say i nonya?
this *&^@!
& the botak vvvvvvv irritating , next time i see him in sc i will screw him
ahhhhhh oh yea i forgot to mention i met darlingirl siok yit and her cousin
OMG we chatted all the way from batok to cityhall, like i fucking miss her
we just to kpkb like no tomorrow.
hahaha she damn f open, like her opening was like
" hey I am a bisexual now"'
I WAS LIKE COOL.
haha.
uh f tired, meeting israel for some stuffs, if only he managed to wake me up,
or he remembered his way to my house, he can try asking my mum to open the door
if not, like 3 years ago, he can enjoy waiting me for 3 hours. hahaha!
I got many pictures to load.
see luh see luh,
quote from jeshua- when you are in the club, everyone is single
you this nbcb(:
oh jeshua is darlingb!
dexter sms meeeee, i told him ramdom, he text me, & i guess he fall asleep -.-

I met _____


Met benard & zihui:)

Shuan &&& FORGOT their names
wtf they say i look like chipmunk?

I really like chatting with zihui she is one so sociable and honest like,
everyone has a past, but the past are the reason that make us today.
Be it happy or sad, I hope not to remember your name.
You're one kind jerk, hopefully one day you will appreciate what people have done for you
soon or later you will realised all the stones you busy picking is gone. Not even the gem whom you abandon will be there for you anymore.
In life ,you meet different kind of people.
I think all those i met were quote as One kind
Guys what does it takes to make you happy actually?
be content of what you have.
Thou i am another kind, but a unique kind
I look things from negative, & i think is time to burn all motherfuckers down
either I live up to my name
or i bring it down now
& please Don't act like a saint to me.
This really turn me off

I forgot to mention, sin madeeee me very sweet breakfest with manyyyy
HONEY!

Woke up at 2am. just bloody hell couldn't get back to sleep, had a chat with sin. & suppose i forgotten his birthday. but, inadvance i went over his place to keep meet him for a chat. Oh yea, his mum & daddy damn cute.I think this brat is damn lucky to have a father like this, don't underestimate
what daddy love is. We were talking like, tattoos, smoking, thai, and whatever shit we think off.
sin did changed after years, but this irritating still the same. HAHA, bloody. He got this idea of testing how to fall asleep. you must see his reaction. laugh out loud. Enjoy your 19 birthday.& ya he told me my 19th birthday he would give me a coconut as present, he said out of unique. ffffff you. But much appreciate, you better remember my big day.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN SIN
GOODNIGHT,
I'm going to bed
oh, I think i've totally recovered
thanks for all the love and concern you people once gave me
xoxo

Happy 19birthday Sin!
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

Should i pierce back septum & smiley?

my extension should i?

wtf, contradict

I couldn't sleep. I can't forget the face telling me you were leaving, Its been 2 months I last saw you. till now, I still think of all the sorrows, I tried to move on, but i was held back by every little memories that lingers. I want release my tears to the place where we first met. I am not happy at all, I just want to break away from everything. I am sorry, I am really sorry. I cried till my voice they go numb, I scream for you till my lungs they sore. I just want a chance to be seen.
How much misses, how much it can never be estimate. I run away from the fact, from the true. But long can i go. I am not standing from where i fall, I fall even harder whenever i stop myself from crying. Didn't I know i could be so weak in your hands. I was blind to give up, not to even see what is good for me. I left with nothing. I feel like dying away from all these shit I am going through. Now, thou there are many people whom claim they concern about me, but do you know what i want, what i actually need? I need you so badly. There is this deep cut within me, this hole that dig me real deep.I am not seeking for attention, I have nobody to turn to, a sec they might be there for me, a min later they are gone. Who really stay for my sake? When I am having fever having so many pain in me, how wish you will be here. But I know you won't . you will never be there for me again. Time never heal, time never change. Everything is still the same, the old lechelle wants to be seen new again.

I miss you

I want go boat q with cliques
sing my songs
&下一個天亮
how wish damien didn't go austrilia, i miss our duet.
come back quick!
I want to go club with kai & cliques
I want to drink the horror graveyard again
I want see how kai got drunk and mumble rubbish
I want to meet jojo to little guilin, so i can scare him
I miss my scappy family
I miss hansheng, miss ziying miss those good old times
I miss prawing, how i fly those rod above my head
I miss lynn, i dont where she go, but i hope she is fine
I miss Inda, i miss the way she grind,tectonik and shuffle
I miss lim chu kang, the stars over there
I miss his mum, every little thing
I miss the past
I forgot how i cried the previous 2 months
I want to sing myself a song
I want to be happy

Early in the morning conversation with sin.

KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you suck
KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you will never find someone to love
KANGWEI STOLE YOUR EEYORE ! says (7:16 AM):
you will never settle down


you suck too sin! (:
haha

yeap! phelia visiting me later
hohohohohohoho.

Till now, the pain still live within me. My thoughts is still struggling within my control, my misses i tried to put a stop in it. The pain seems to linger after this heartbreak so long, I want to be set free, free from this torture, this heart breaking. Can someone spare a thought for this relationship that hope to be forgiven. I know everything seems to be too late for any changes. I am not moving on, but what more can i do to deceive myself. dreams to reality seems the hardest thing every night, dreams i couldn't control how i want it to be, hence i always woke up with this pain that which i have to endure not to shed. How much i miss you how much i want you back, there are forever so many how much in me. I just want you to be happy, I hope you fine. I just wish i could die away from all this troubles all these pain. every fifth is a pain , take me away please. I am so tired, really.

God don't hear my prayer
river they don't cry
stars not shining for me tonight

I need a chance
I want to be seen
I wish I still stand something,

Caah & me
now she got affected, so sorry!!
she said, " swine is not every year one time, is one per life time so must take pictures''
wtf? haha, drowsy for 3 days.
I dont like my bleeding gums =(

Days before swine swine swine.....

I really do appreciate for all the concern i had from you people.
especially caah my dearest 7 years friend, now I know who will stay for my sake.
hope she will be fine, not getting my virus, as she stay over a night in my place.
was really hungry yesterday night, so i order mac Donald's, now Im awake with 39.8 burning my head..
ah chen called saying he will visit me, so nice of him.. & manyyyy friends text me for concern, aww so touching.
please please hopefully the virus stay in me and not spreading to my families and caah.
dad rushed back from work brought me to doc, i was burning like hell, mum was worried,afraid might be swine. ended up it was. Doctor say is better to get it now, then to get it later, at lest my body system can be immune. so lucky luh, why bloody me?
body aching, fire burning,throat is fucking pain, i hardly breath as my lungs are in pain.
they asked me to quit smoking.
maybe maybe
1 week mc, = no supperclub= no gossip= no jeshua & inda
and the bunch of break dancer.
people interested in supperclub event on sunday text me
I got 4 guest list (:

lechelle get well soon ^^

I got infected
Tamiflu
you know h1n1?
Im burning at 40.1
kill me
1 week mc
I want my
love care & concern
& I love caah, only she is not afraid of me
oh, thanks jeshua and jeref for the company.
they went around looking clinic for me
please
somebody call 911