Till now, the pain still live within me. My thoughts is still struggling within my control, my misses i tried to put a stop in it. The pain seems to linger after this heartbreak so long, I want to be set free, free from this torture, this heart breaking. Can someone spare a thought for this relationship that hope to be forgiven. I know everything seems to be too late for any changes. I am not moving on, but what more can i do to deceive myself. dreams to reality seems the hardest thing every night, dreams i couldn't control how i want it to be, hence i always woke up with this pain that which i have to endure not to shed. How much i miss you how much i want you back, there are forever so many how much in me. I just want you to be happy, I hope you fine. I just wish i could die away from all this troubles all these pain. every fifth is a pain , take me away please. I am so tired, really.

God don't hear my prayer
river they don't cry
stars not shining for me tonight

I need a chance
I want to be seen
I wish I still stand something,