When it comes to reality, think god is making a fool out of myself.
something you yearn so long is back after a long period & is gone within sec. how would you feel?
I'm trying hard to be myself, but when i see myself in such pathetic state, i shed for myself for being such a fool.why bother to linger the pain which should even exist in the first place. Yes i did made mistake which you people think that it shouldn't be forgiven, but what is done cannot be undone, and nobody is perfect. If you're trying to be a saint out there, then you might need to try harder. stop taking me like a fool, i don't owe anyone a living, don't take me for granted or any substitute. i had it once i had it twice, now i had it way to enough. fucking spare a thought for me, i got feelings that will make me sad. but to be strong i choose to bottle it all up, till one day i really breakdown.. i will shake everything away and fly. please, don't torture me anymore..this feelings just suck to the core. I'm not emotional or being annoyed. I'm dying soon from this slow lingers which kept my heart bleeding . Don't try to bring me down anymore..