For my beloved

I know you might not come across my blog anymore, due to neglecting the post which were suppose to update everyday. Apologise if there is unaware changes within me. The love within us is flowing aimlessly, is not because of you, but because of me. Because of my past, the living which still stay within hurts you like those silent unproven bullet drops. I can't forgive myself for being such a selfish girlfriend, i had it once , i had it twice. The edge of losing is back again, i blame no more but the lies i choose to hide. Till the very last moment, i choose to give up myself. But you choose to held me once again, this is the love i always wanted to feel again. Thanks for not giving me up, but still ,I believe we have a path to walk, maybe not a long one, but they called this never ending. You end my silent night with hug and kisses, you wake my morning with your smile.. thinking back i will lose it once again, i couldn't stop the tap which flow within my eyes. Will the stars still shine for us? the seven which we use to count every night. Baby, i did not forget the wonders memories we used to share. You know, never did i realised love could be so true like this. I thought i can never get out from my past, but with you i learn to accept and forget..

Once again, let me still be the star that shine you every night ♥

Apologise for neglecting this blog again, I don't know why I am so inpatient. like again & again. well shall load some donkey years pictures taken after zirca with my cliques.. you know things start changing , like everyone start going their own ways , their changes of point of view.

And so, we learn to grow within different changes.